Each trauma, is a mature
Small and whom not to be evil, do good deeds, but not as small. Not very happy, bliss into mourning, getting too much. Have not do unto others, others to torture me so much, as that their retirement years in order to better carry, but unfortunately not always practice, I experienced nine thousand nine hundred eighty-one difficult, after all, there is no happy ending. If they do not fuss, others will never succeed me trouble. Blame their heart fit.
Zen Well, hey! Does not condone the living beings, not understanding that all living creatures, but in reality these years his suffering. Zen Buddhism is actually not the years show, nor is it interested in plans, not with beads to others appreciate. Reward enough people, ears are always ringing with non; reward enough people have never heard of is not. Is true, a master-door, self-cultivation by individuals, it is bit of work. Practice in good times can never become a Buddha. I should always be grateful to those beings who gave me stress. Both have hurt me, give me artificial roadblocks, and I must go, otherwise I am really unhappy, always feeling "is not I do not understand that this world is changing fast!" Feeling Renyankewei! Fails to take tea before feeling cool inconstancy of human relationships! I experienced two years of experience as a decade in use, although I am happy like a flower every day pretending, pretending to show his brilliant smile like the sun, but I'm not real happy. I have to put down the good and bad, right and wrong scores down, down fame and fortune, had the honor to lay down, once brilliant, everything from scratch. Is true, there are homes have had, the mouth is the show indifferent, indifferent heart is true. I told myself: When happy, To be happy is not eternal; when the pain, this pain is not the eternal order. Doom again and again when I hit, I smile, because there are shoes to wear, ask yourself, do people still barefoot! Ah Q spirit of them!
In fact, know themselves, yield themselves, change themselves, others can be infected with it! Others to change it! I today's dedication, will become tomorrow's regret, can have love, but in no persistence, because all good things come to an end, the separation is inevitable, as the officers and men of our forces, "iron camp, water the soldiers," Ferry withdraw side is the frustration is inevitable. Do not waste your life I will regret it in place, and when they lay down, and when they to no trouble. Every time I was bitter to say that seven killer I can ignore you. But once again re-open the nostalgia channels, pick up the memory stick and do not live up to start to think, think is a disease. There is no difference inside the heart, is the real ascetic it!
However, every trauma, is a mature! Although I was born in June 1 a day, so my friends always said I was the cartoon image of people, almost four years old, is really not the old legends. I really do not want to grow up, always live in their own fairy tale castle, I'm not Xuniangbanlao, I am not a four-year-old "dead fish beads," nor is a four-year-old rubbish, I am a woman four eleven flower, can not it? However, since the middle of the marriage penalty under the field, my dear mother passed away since the Western Paradise, since "to be mentally ill", since "my heart in my hand," self-help, while salvation ex-husband, I learned to put aside all restraint, learned grow, learn to bite the bullet and learn how to write "human" character. Learned he is the Messiah, can not rely on anyone, only to learn the knowledge, that no one can even think about taken away from the side, it is survival. I am not a parasite, I never complain, I never rely on men to feed, I learned self-reliance.
2010年12月27日星期一
Village rain rhyme
Village rain rhyme
The feet of the wind and rain, the wind only rain to fall. In the countryside, the rain had not come, the wind is always one step ahead. Walk in the country road to see trees and whirling dance in the wind, listening to a lengthy children away cow bell wind, smell the fragrance of crops floating fluttering. After the wind roared, the rain is like a huge waterfall, Zhetiangaide rolled over. Looking forward, with the rain kissed, hugged. Lingering fear of rain, quickly hide deep-rooted, thinning dense leaves, such as the umbrella under the tree canopy, however, the rain, is still down the leaves, I follow my footsteps to catch up, hit my heart stop. Rain, unhurried, down, quite patient, near the peaks, showing green in the rain dripping fresh; distant peaks, then wrapped in a gray rain and fog in the obscure, and as an increase Ink landscape painting. At this point, lonely for some time in the parachutes will be blossoming in the countryside, colorful, fun blinding. Inter glimpse, or a Pianpianshaonian, or a Tingting teen idol, and my passing, a surge of youthful filling the heart, lingering, let me through the veil like the rain curtain, Chi Wang that more to go farther, the more to the smaller, more to the more obscure shadows ... ... in the rain, Lintan Fishing is my life in a country elegance. Zhu Li, wearing a wet, or sit, or squat, or stand on a river stone pond, peeping between the stones in water fish, fishing a river sound of water. The rain has been less than, but very small, very dense, near the grass, the distant trees, and the entire valley, is this ethereal, flowing, wet smoke. As quiet as rain hit the lake in the mirror surface, a drop a water Wowo, rain surplus days, Ying Tong Shui Wo; fish and underwater pebbles of talk, along the slender thread is hidden, if they float on the water, open into a flower heart; seven float into the water, four float along with the pole test fish, swallow and spit out the hook, sometimes left on the water, sometimes to play spin the right spin, I painted the arc ... ... eyes intently watching the water, ears are listening to a folk village. Broken at the foot of the rushing stream la phrase, rain in the head, bit by bit whisper. A pool of clear water and faint, a Meng Meng rain, my internal organs and the six internal organs, mind and soul, all washed the clear and bright, open desert air, a pure and hearty, a sudden overflowing of a cozy priceless chest. Fishing back, but also met a small boy on the road, walking slowly in front of cattle and sheep, shepherd boy in the back slowly now; the distance, near the garden where there are farmers who wore hats, tuck the tape, Tour on the ridge, Qing Li drainage ditch, and when the crops seemed to be just greased the same shine.
The feet of the wind and rain, the wind only rain to fall. In the countryside, the rain had not come, the wind is always one step ahead. Walk in the country road to see trees and whirling dance in the wind, listening to a lengthy children away cow bell wind, smell the fragrance of crops floating fluttering. After the wind roared, the rain is like a huge waterfall, Zhetiangaide rolled over. Looking forward, with the rain kissed, hugged. Lingering fear of rain, quickly hide deep-rooted, thinning dense leaves, such as the umbrella under the tree canopy, however, the rain, is still down the leaves, I follow my footsteps to catch up, hit my heart stop. Rain, unhurried, down, quite patient, near the peaks, showing green in the rain dripping fresh; distant peaks, then wrapped in a gray rain and fog in the obscure, and as an increase Ink landscape painting. At this point, lonely for some time in the parachutes will be blossoming in the countryside, colorful, fun blinding. Inter glimpse, or a Pianpianshaonian, or a Tingting teen idol, and my passing, a surge of youthful filling the heart, lingering, let me through the veil like the rain curtain, Chi Wang that more to go farther, the more to the smaller, more to the more obscure shadows ... ... in the rain, Lintan Fishing is my life in a country elegance. Zhu Li, wearing a wet, or sit, or squat, or stand on a river stone pond, peeping between the stones in water fish, fishing a river sound of water. The rain has been less than, but very small, very dense, near the grass, the distant trees, and the entire valley, is this ethereal, flowing, wet smoke. As quiet as rain hit the lake in the mirror surface, a drop a water Wowo, rain surplus days, Ying Tong Shui Wo; fish and underwater pebbles of talk, along the slender thread is hidden, if they float on the water, open into a flower heart; seven float into the water, four float along with the pole test fish, swallow and spit out the hook, sometimes left on the water, sometimes to play spin the right spin, I painted the arc ... ... eyes intently watching the water, ears are listening to a folk village. Broken at the foot of the rushing stream la phrase, rain in the head, bit by bit whisper. A pool of clear water and faint, a Meng Meng rain, my internal organs and the six internal organs, mind and soul, all washed the clear and bright, open desert air, a pure and hearty, a sudden overflowing of a cozy priceless chest. Fishing back, but also met a small boy on the road, walking slowly in front of cattle and sheep, shepherd boy in the back slowly now; the distance, near the garden where there are farmers who wore hats, tuck the tape, Tour on the ridge, Qing Li drainage ditch, and when the crops seemed to be just greased the same shine.
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Red-faced memory
Red-faced memory
Country markets to get up early to go shopping, see a sell grains, and on the way back to buy several kilograms of red face, one asking about the price before we know has gone up a few cents. The boss said, and consequently can not see the rise it? Count only a few cents less, now is the coarse flour and rice are expensive than it. Which give birth to emotion: a child to eat every day, the public supply of the cheapest on the number of it, and now suddenly, it is more expensive than we have rice flour.
The memory of the red surface feeding, to young people who are strange, occasionally do a bit of home to let him (her) to eat, eat only rare, not too concerned about. And for those of us "after the five-O" and even the older generation of older people, but it is Mingxinkegu's.
Sixties and seventies of last century, due to the reasons for the supply system, ordinary family with red face, jade-eating wild rice noodles. Red-faced on the table is our main food. On the table every day without a red face, is definitely home to the guests, and only on holidays to eat flour to improve it. One year, back in Beijing, Taiyuan confinement Jinzi work, she lived in my grandmother home. Beijing may be a kind of instinct of red faces in conflict for some time, complained that her grandmother, and your Jinzi precious Yeah, I put fried red face on the table, put down a few mouthfuls of people did not have to light the porridge together ... ... I think people than we do capital food supply, rice flour and more, at best, eat steamed corn bread strike. Due to geographical reasons, the red-faced as a staple of the only we Shanxi.
Indeed, as red-faced really not a good thing! No nutrition to nutrition, but also unpalatable, can live in this place can only eat the Shanxi Province. Ever since, the red side of pasta production rise to the creation of the Shanxi Province, is the invention of older people. - Such as red-faced river fishing, the foreskin face, tick sharp, pointed brush, smooth tip, dipped in sharp, red-faced ambiguous, steamed sponge cake, bread and other two faces, coarse grains, secret agents, red-faced - so smart wife who did tricks Poyi renovation, a time to give us no choice.
That the times people eat red face, is almost pure red face, accompanied by leather and good elm, red glowing, looking good-looking, eating hard to swallow. Such as red-faced sharp tick, red pointed face rubbing, red face river fishing, the foreskin surface, the surface pattern Tingduo, but in reality there is no change in the ER, when the streets in some hotels, there are also red-faced segment selling steamed corn bread is served, life difficult and many children's families have had the experience of eating red-faced steamed corn bread. Growing up, took part in the work, but also inevitably eat red face, but then, people have begun to come back from the country to buy wheat, processed, mixed in the red flour to eat.
Red face, is a Jiaoren love-hate thing. Even outsiders are surprised at how so we love the red-faced from Shanxi?
1977 summer, I travel to live in the hostel Xiyang County, Shandong Province roommate live in a people, chat, Shandong quite mean to say that you won Shanxi Dazhai who change the world of high yield, production but all the famous high-LIANG Yu wild rice, I heard that in Shanxi to eat red face, described as "the heart of red bile aspiration, such as steel!" I'm listening to smile, but silent. Shandong - Shanxi, one word, not too far apart, actually has on our eating habits so much prejudice.
The late eighties, red-faced quietly fade out of our lives, but also far away from our table, occasional meal, nothing but a diet of nostalgia! There are now more open streets of Taiyuan Museum of coarse grains, and other provinces also, people occasionally eat whole grains eat red face, just as the long-awaited Laoyouzhongfeng, but the memory of past life, nothing more.
Country markets to get up early to go shopping, see a sell grains, and on the way back to buy several kilograms of red face, one asking about the price before we know has gone up a few cents. The boss said, and consequently can not see the rise it? Count only a few cents less, now is the coarse flour and rice are expensive than it. Which give birth to emotion: a child to eat every day, the public supply of the cheapest on the number of it, and now suddenly, it is more expensive than we have rice flour.
The memory of the red surface feeding, to young people who are strange, occasionally do a bit of home to let him (her) to eat, eat only rare, not too concerned about. And for those of us "after the five-O" and even the older generation of older people, but it is Mingxinkegu's.
Sixties and seventies of last century, due to the reasons for the supply system, ordinary family with red face, jade-eating wild rice noodles. Red-faced on the table is our main food. On the table every day without a red face, is definitely home to the guests, and only on holidays to eat flour to improve it. One year, back in Beijing, Taiyuan confinement Jinzi work, she lived in my grandmother home. Beijing may be a kind of instinct of red faces in conflict for some time, complained that her grandmother, and your Jinzi precious Yeah, I put fried red face on the table, put down a few mouthfuls of people did not have to light the porridge together ... ... I think people than we do capital food supply, rice flour and more, at best, eat steamed corn bread strike. Due to geographical reasons, the red-faced as a staple of the only we Shanxi.
Indeed, as red-faced really not a good thing! No nutrition to nutrition, but also unpalatable, can live in this place can only eat the Shanxi Province. Ever since, the red side of pasta production rise to the creation of the Shanxi Province, is the invention of older people. - Such as red-faced river fishing, the foreskin face, tick sharp, pointed brush, smooth tip, dipped in sharp, red-faced ambiguous, steamed sponge cake, bread and other two faces, coarse grains, secret agents, red-faced - so smart wife who did tricks Poyi renovation, a time to give us no choice.
That the times people eat red face, is almost pure red face, accompanied by leather and good elm, red glowing, looking good-looking, eating hard to swallow. Such as red-faced sharp tick, red pointed face rubbing, red face river fishing, the foreskin surface, the surface pattern Tingduo, but in reality there is no change in the ER, when the streets in some hotels, there are also red-faced segment selling steamed corn bread is served, life difficult and many children's families have had the experience of eating red-faced steamed corn bread. Growing up, took part in the work, but also inevitably eat red face, but then, people have begun to come back from the country to buy wheat, processed, mixed in the red flour to eat.
Red face, is a Jiaoren love-hate thing. Even outsiders are surprised at how so we love the red-faced from Shanxi?
1977 summer, I travel to live in the hostel Xiyang County, Shandong Province roommate live in a people, chat, Shandong quite mean to say that you won Shanxi Dazhai who change the world of high yield, production but all the famous high-LIANG Yu wild rice, I heard that in Shanxi to eat red face, described as "the heart of red bile aspiration, such as steel!" I'm listening to smile, but silent. Shandong - Shanxi, one word, not too far apart, actually has on our eating habits so much prejudice.
The late eighties, red-faced quietly fade out of our lives, but also far away from our table, occasional meal, nothing but a diet of nostalgia! There are now more open streets of Taiyuan Museum of coarse grains, and other provinces also, people occasionally eat whole grains eat red face, just as the long-awaited Laoyouzhongfeng, but the memory of past life, nothing more.
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